Nasir, you are from Afghanistan. Did people ask you a lot of questions about Afghanistan?
Nasir: Well, they would ask, "Is Osama your uncle?" All as a joke thoughthey were not serious. Because of the cap that I wear, once in D.C. this lady saw me with this on and came [storming] up and said, "We will win." I just walked away and into a McDonald's. A lot of stuff like that happened on the bus and in the street. I didn't really care what they said, I just said, "Yeah, I'm a Muslim and an Afghan."
Has your life changed in the past year? If so, in what ways?
Nasir: No, it's really the same.
Wali: My life at school really hasn't changed that much, but at home I started learning more about my religion because since September 11, a lot of people have become curious about Islam. It's useful to have knowledge about your religion because a lot of people have been asking about it. I want to have the right answers. That's really what's changed in my life so far. I've read more about Islam and tried to ask more questions in Sunday school and things like that.
So you have found that your non-Muslim friends have been more interested in your religion?
Wali: Yeah. A lot of them are asking a lot of questions, so now I have answers. Before, they really didn't ask that much. It's been positive, not negative at all.
Aysha: People started asking more questions. Since that happened, you educate yourself more about some of the things people are asking about, some of the more controversial issues. Also, people would make comments, like, asking if I was married to Osama bin Laden.
Fasiha: At school, I felt more scrutiny. I do wear this [indicates the hijab] to school and I am the embodiment of everything they see on TVin real life. So I am under more scrutiny: Am I proving or disproving what they see on TV? When the Taliban was on a lot, the role of women in Islam came under scrutiny as, you know, "Is Fasiha oppressed or is she not?" I felt myself getting more active in speaking out. I went to a SHOUT (Students Helping Others Unite Today) lecture where I spoke about women's roles [in Islam]. A couple of us made a video at school that talked about how Islam is not terrorism and what jihad really is. Also, just getting involved, speaking out in class because a lot of people are very politically incorrect about certain things and I just feel like I need to say something and this is my chance to do itso in terms of faith, yeah, it strengthened me because you have a real appreciation for it. It strengthened me.
Sherene: I just remember the day after September 11, I went to school and I saw a couple of eyes just looking at me as if I was a new person, like I was strange to them. My friends did ask a lot of questions like: "What's jihad?" "What does jihad have to do with Islam?" "What does terrorism have to do with Islam?" So I answered them, explained to them that Islam is not a terrorist religion.
You girls all wear your hijab to school. Have you ever felt as though you might stop wearing it, maybe to fit in more?
Fasiha: The stubborn part of me wanted to wear it just to spite everyone. Because they look at you, and they just want to, like, hate me, and I felt, "Fine, I will wear it and maybe I will wear it better than I did before." But no, I don't change myself because of what people think. I do it for a reason and because I know my reasons, it doesn't matter what other people think. People respect you for that, especially in high school because you know what you are doing. In the beginning they might ask, "Why are you doing that?" Once you explain yourself, it changes their perceptions.
Sherene: After September 11, I did think about taking it off, but I wasn't really serious. It's just that even before, everywhere I went people would look at me strangely. After 9/11, I just really didn't feel comfortable walking in public. So I thought about it, but I knew that if I kept it on, my faith in Islam would increase.
Before September 11 did you identify yourselves more as Arab or Muslim Americans or as Americans? Has that changed since that time, the way you present yourself now?
Wali: After September 11 my nationality has played more of a major role. The government has really been kind of targeting Muslim countries and Muslim people in America. They put a lot of people in jail because they are Arab or of Muslim background. That makes me angry because I'm an American tooI was born here, I'm a citizen. It doesn't really matter to them. Other religions have also been involved with terrorism, Timothy McVeigh, for example, but they are not targeting them so it's unfair for them to do it to Muslims.
Aysha: It really hasn't changed, because I would always identify myself first as a Muslim, and then mention my heritage and that I am an American citizen. So that really hasn't changed.
Fasiha: Because I am Bangladeshi, no one knows where that [country] is, first of all. But it's almost as if it's a comfort that I'm not Arab. To me, I would rather that not be important.
Sherene: Usually when people ask me, "What are you?" they know that I'm Muslim so they ask me, "Are you Arab, what are you?" I tell them, "Yes, I'm ArabI'm half Egyptian and half Iraqi." The first thing they say is, "Oh my God, you're Iraqi?" and they start a whole conversation about Iraq and everything that's going on and I tell them, yes, we talk about the issue. Before, I used to just say I was Arab American, and people really didn't concentrate on the topic that much. Now, after September 11, they are asking all these questions: "Have you been to Egypt?" "Have you been to Iraq?" "How are things there?" People go on and on.
Have you felt as if you have been singled out or profiled?
Nasir: Yes. For example, when I went out of the country, they saw my mom and my sisters wearing the hijab and they told them to go outside and they started to check every bag. Everything. I asked one [security] guy, who was Muslim, and he was, like, "Don't worry about it, you know why they are doing this."
When you have been abroad, in Muslim countries, how did people act toward you when they knew that you were living here in the United States?
Sherene: When I was in Egypt, the first thing anybody would ask me is, "What happened September 11?" That's the first thing they would ask, whether I knew them or not. Out shopping, for example, you know my Arabic is not Egyptian Arabic, it's American style. So they ask, and I tell them the whole storyeverything. And I have no problem saying it, but it gets annoying after a while because every single person asks you that.